She is a mother who can’t sleep peacefully until her son returns home, however late in the night it is. She is a mother who goes restless if her son doesn’t respond to any of her calls.
When he leaves in the morning, she waits in the street until her son is gone from her view. In the night, she waits in the street till she spots her loved son at a distance. She loved him more than anything else in the world. She would trade off anything for his happiness and well being.
Now she doesn’t wait in the street anymore, she doesn’t sleep peacefully too. Her beloved son isn’t coming back. Not even in the wildest of her dreams did she imagine that she would lose her oldest child just 10 days after his 33rd birth anniversary. Months have passed, but the pain doesn’t seem to ease. Every day since he left her suddenly and so unexpectedly, she wishes she could see him again, listen to his voice again. I see the pain in her eyes everyday. I don’t get the courage to look in to her eyes. She is inconsolable. No words can console her. I can only hug her tight and pray to God.
The pain is too much to comprehend. I am not sure if I can really feel how deep the pain runs until I am myself a mother one day. They say time heals all wounds. This time around, I don’t think she will get over this. I only pray to god to give her the strength to cope with the loss.
Why did you have to leave us so soon? May be because God didn’t want you to suffer.. is that why u left us all in this deep pain. Is God testing us?
Brother, you are remembered every day. You were always a wonderful son and a wonderful brother. We miss u every single day. Will miss you on all special occasions, all events, and in all gatherings. I am sure we will meet again anna. I know u are waiting there to show us around heaven!
